Well I finished watching the entire series of Charmed yesterday so now I'm working on Friends. I've just started season 2. The discs are packaged up very weird. There are 10 seasons but only 6 packs of discs. It's divided up really weird, and they have it so if you have it paused for too long it jumps ahead in the disc to the next episode. Extremely annoying..


Well I thought I would have alot more to say but I can't think of anything so I hope you all have a great week.

**hugs and love**
~Cerelia

Ok, today, yesterday whichever I'm pulling an all nighter. It's 7:20am on Sunday morning and I'm wired. My sweetie and I have embarked on a new project. It's called Project Clean. I may have mentioned part of the tasks before but I'll recap. We are going to be moving very soon as we are on waiting lists for several low income apartment buildings. We want to move out of here for several reasons, 1 being that the house is going to be put up for sale very soon and we'll have to leave, but we are ready and want to be on our own. To make things easier for the big move we need to clean things by clean things I'm meaning empty boxes that are still packed from our last move. We are sorting through things and throwing out or putting stuff aside for our local too good to toss. We've condensed our stuff quite a bit. We've got 4 basic areas that we need to clean out. We have the other side of the cellar, our living room, bedroom, and our walk-in closet. We had done the living room one day last week and started the other side of the cellar as well. Today erm, yesterday we finished the other side of the cellar and our closet. So all we have left is a few new things left in the living room and our bedroom. There's alot we can get rid of in the bedroom - I've got books to sell and some games to sort, combine or get rid of. I've got multiple copies of monopoly and I think 2 of them are partials so I need to make a full one and then get rid of the spare.

Well, I'm going to go find breakfast now that I've taken my morning meds.

Hope you all have a wonderful Sunday! :D

**hugs and love**
~Cerelia

Lately I've been having a very hard time getting to sleep. I have a sleeping pill to take and it's supposed to take into effect 15-20 mintues after I take it, it takes an hour and a half at least for it to take into effect. This doesn't work for me so I think I'm going to have to call my doctor again.

I'm under more stress and it's not helping, I'm eating too much and I'm not exercising. Things need to change. I'm also, I'm not sure how to say it, but I think I'm withdrawing from the world and hiding in myself or at home. I never want to leave the house the more I stew about myself the more I stress out. I guess I shouldn't say never, because there are somethings I don't mind leaving the house for and even enjoy. I'm just sick of only going out to doctors appointments and running errands. But on the other hand, all I want to do is stay home and play on the computer or hide in my room and read. I fear that I'm taking on some of my Sweetie's behaviors and I know that's not good. He's become agoraphobic and I fear I'm heading that route. I don't know what's worse, the fact that I may becoming agoraphobic or the fact that I don't mind and partially want it. There are times when I HATE leaving the house, I've cancelled appointments just because I didn't want to leave the house. I fear that someday I may become one of those old crazy cat ladies that never leave the house and gets those meals on wheels thing and have people shop for me. I don't want that to happen but I don't want to leave the house either. I don't mind going out to do groceries, but I'm hating to go to doctors appointments. I wish I could talk to a counceller for me but do it online so I don't have to leave the house.

Ok, my sleepy pills have taken into effect so I'm going to bed now. Goodnight!

**hugs and love**
~Cerelia

Ok, Wednesday night my Sweetie cut himself again. He had lots of cuts on this lower right leg. We brought him to the ER but he didn't get any stitches. On Thursday we had his regular therapy session, this time his mother came with us. The results were amazing. The communication is so much better here. Sweetie made up his own chore list that he is doing pretty good on. I'm so proud of him for doing this. Yesterday was a superb day. We were both on emotional highs and and got a lot of stuff done. We picked up in our living room really well. We are trying to slowly sort through our stuff so when we move in the next month or two we'll have less stuff to move. So again we are selling stuff on ebay and throwing things out. In the next couple of days I'm hoping we can get into the bedroom and clean that room out. I have alot of books that I don't need/want anymore. I'd like to sell them, but I'm not sure if they will sell, so I'll probably try once and if I don't succeed there I will throw them in our local "Too Good To Toss".

I released another Paint Shop Pro tutorial, it's in my Yahoo group files, but not on my website just yet. I'll put it up there when I update my site next.

I hope that you all have a wonderful Sunday and a super fabulous week ahead of you. :)

Take care my good friends! :)

**hugs and love**
~Cerelia